maximum turning point because it's a upside-down smiley graph.

*sighs*

the file is BIG and FAT. :(

189 MBs.
Transfer rate: 16.5 KB/Sec (That's how slow this ancient chunk of metal is.)
Joy.

*glub glub glub*

Have you heard of SOP?

* just do me a favour and say no*

You see. What times do you live in?

Baa. Sam the Sheep goes violent with stones.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I made my brother Gregory the Goat because he sounds like one.

But he thinks he wants to be Georgery.

Hahahaha.

Confirmation names. I think I'll be Gloria. Gloria the Hippo. (Courtesy of Daniel Yoong.) Or Ia. That name is really starting to grow on me, though it'd be better if could get the name Lah along with it. (Courtesy of Michelle Nyanam.) Then I'd be Samantha IaLah...Sam the Sheep! :)

I've learnt to live in the here and now.

So too bad History. ;)

*yawns*

THANKYOUSOMUCHILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUCOULDN'THAVEDONEITWITHOUTYOUGOODNIGHT.

what I saw on facebook today.

Sammy is still Sammy. Same old Sammy smile, Sammy disposition. Just with about another two feet on his head, a sexy body, and really great hair. He's hot. And I mean really. Maybe it's just the parkour.

Hamin is still Hamin. Same old hamster-face we used to find so adorable. Probably with less than another two feet on his head, but enough to make him look like one of those Korean rockstars girls go screaming after.

"Plain" Jane? No way. Since when has Jane ever been plain? Same quirky smile, now with a gorgeous hair and a gorgeous face. ;)


Maple Tsui. Gosh, reminds me so much of her mom. That is not an insult. She looks absolutely great. :)


Boss still has slits for eyes and that funny sticky-upy hairstyle. Just not so small, round and chubby anymore. X)


June looks like...Rachel Cheng. Except she's June. Haha. :)


B-Boy looks like a sixteen-year-old version of B-Boy. Except cuter. ;)

Por looks like Por. :) I guess she'll never not look like Por. She'll always be Por to me. (SLICE CHIMPANZEE!) XP


America turned Genie into a total hottie. And I mean that literally. ;)


Yuka still has that same round face, smile. All it did was get prettier. :)


Micah has long hair now. It makes him look like an American hippie. Haha. But a totally cute one. ;)


Dino grew really tall. And toned. Yeah, he looks the same. :)


Benji got a load of piercings. I can still kinda see the little boy I used to play with. Dude's in Canada now. Well, he's taller, thinner and...everything I knew he would be. :)


Frankie's in Greece or somewhere now. Pizza boy. :) Looks just like himself. Just...yeah, taller.

Zia got into cosplay. I always thought she was pretty with her adorable, round anime face and dimples and that cute-girl smile. She's still got it - with a twist. ;)


Remember Ben? His name's Bew now. (What a name Ben, seriously.) He's one person I just couldn't recognize - he's that different.


Navraj looks the same too. :) So does ex-Asaree. Ex - because she calls herself Mind now. And Mai, too. :) At least she's still Mai.

Sun is still a right little ray of sunshine with that smile of his. He's just taller, thinner and...kinda cuter. ;)

So in conclusion: they all look the same. Just hotter. Way "just hotter".
Remind me why I ever moved back to Malaysia.

Narrow minds and opinion's lines.

I totally disagree with Niccolo Machiavelli’s principle on greater allegiance to the king versus the Catholic Church. (This statement proves I am not only studying Chapter 9 of Sejarah, I am also reading the darn Sudut Maklumat.) If you really mean to worship God, then you have to go all out. Commandment #1: You shall not bow down to any other god, much less a human, whether he is some puffed up king or not.
Let’s look at the Bible: Shadrach, Meshach and Abednago versus King Nebuchadnezzar. Shadrach, Meshach and Abednago refuse to bow down to the mighty King Nebuchadnezzar so he throws them into the fiery furnace thus killing a bunch of his soldiers in the process because yeah, the enormous oven is really that smoking hot. And what happens? Shadrach, Meshach and Abendago do not walk out alive like nothing ever happened, they don’t even feel the heat and oh, would you look at that, they get to chill with a mysterious glowing person. Case point #1.
Too ancient? Okay, let’s take a more recent case then: King Henry VIII. Imagine if we all pledged a greater allegiance to him before the Church. I mean, our some of our basic moral principles would have been totally bulldozed in the process! Forget about the church, is any morally sane person going to want it to be legal for their brothers to marry their wives? Wait, does this mean the Anglican Church agrees to this kind of thing? Because it says in our Sejarah books that King Henry VIII was the head of the Anglican Church…
I don’t see how this limited and one-sided approach to knowledge is going to get us anywhere in the world. I mean, I don’t deny the facts that there was this one point in history where the Catholic Church was fat, old and corrupt but what about the rest of it? Really, it’s a beautiful religion in nature if you would actually care to explain it like you do Islam, which is actually a beautiful religion too.
If only our stupid textbook would actually abide to some of their nice principles of humility and meekness and not whacking other people’s religions then maybe we’d see more of it.
Seriously; if our government had any sense they’d write us a new book and burn recycle all the old ones. Because I’m environmental friendly and I do things that way.
Even if it means getting scorned at open houses because I absolutely insist on reusing my polystyrene cup.

leaps of faith.

I find it kinda funny how these things work.

From being reluctant to type it all out.
To two and a half pages.
To a team of people.
To a message.
To even more tears.
To a request to share it.
To a few extra email addresses.
To a "thank you" message.
To even greater joy and fulfillment. :)

God - "AHAHAHA."

Just a little bit of courage. Guess it really does go a long way.

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Vatican critical of IVF Nobel win

When I read about the Nobel win this morning, the first thing that came to my mind was that it was sick and wrong of the Nobel prize-giving people and the Vatican had to say something about it. After all, it goes against the basic principles of the Catholic church and what we've stood up against for so long. And I, as a member of the Catholic church, totally disagree with IVF too. There are some things that just go against my moral and religious beliefs even if they are "convenient", and I would never forsake my stand for convenience's sake.
I don't believe what the world is coming to. It's sick. Just read the article.

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It is not enough for me to have faith. I must have faithfulness. How could I not, when He has naught but faithfulness for me? :)

Stupid things we say at one in the morning.

Oh, we'll probably end up getting married alright.

Just not to each other.

Stop giving me 'incentives' to make me marry him, okay. I would never marry anyone for reasons like that.
I mean, the fact that I would have someone like you as a brother-in-law cancels out every good reason I could have for wanting to marry him, which I don't.
Just kidding. XP But still. Can you imagine the wedding reception? The dinner?
I don't believe you even had such a conversation.
I don't believe you told that many people about it. =.="
I don't believe she still remembers me for something like that.
I don't believe we even stayed up discussing this.
How the heck am I supposed to explain to my future husband you turning up at my wedding a decade and a half down the road?

Why are we talking about me getting married?! I'm only sixteen!
You know what, I think after all this, I'm going to join a convent and become a nun.
In your face.