Tagged by Rachel Law! :)

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. If you could be an ice cream, which flavour would you be?
Banana & strawberry with a lot of caramel and chocolate bits.

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Ability to make people think the way I want them to. Wouldn't that be a perfectly happy world? =P

3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
Looks are deceiving and they get pissed off too easily, but I still love them.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Heaven! But here is pretty good too...

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
A career where I get to change lives everyday.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Does this question have a figurative or literary meaning?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
The people I love the most and my dreams.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Finish off my fathers debt, counter-sue Antalis for causing this mess, get Daniel Chong out of my life, and give whatever's left of it to charity and the church.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Love is underestimated. I love a lot of people that don't know I love them, and they don't have to.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Rachel Law: plays the keyboard very well, responsible class monitor of 2A 2008, awesome friend and sister in Christ

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Guys who keep calling me, texting me or bugging me with their stupid questions and asking me to be their girlfriend, like I give a damn about them. These people just piss me off.

13. What is your ambition?
Freelance journalist, professional songwriter, graphic designer, script/screen writer or copywriter. Part time basketball player, Tae Kwon Do trainer and holder of a post in any church ministry. I know I seem too ambitious. :)

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point it out, with constructive (not demeaning) criticism.

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Jesus. I mean, read my song again if you don't get it already.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
No, and I will never be, even with all the money in the world. I'd probably just buy more and more notebooks and start a guitar pick collection.

17. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?
Form 2, Science, Chapter 1: the sensitivity of receptors depend on the thickness of the epidermis and number of receptors in the area.

18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
Yeah, pulling out of the songwriting competition! I should have read the 2007 Rally book before I made a choice.

19. Do you always think of someone?
Besides Jesus, who has to be on my mind 24/7, just one other person, who I know I can't get, but whatever.

20. Do you believe that dreams are a past, future, or present reality?
Literally, yes; figuratively, also yes. I dreamt about Nik Syakir 2 years before I even knew who he was. And I believe that all me dreams are acheivable. I wasn't one of the best songwriters for the competition for nothing.

I hereby proceed to tag:
Phei Fern
Dinesh
Krisha
Debbie
Cynthia
Anne
Benji
Jian Min

"Hug Me" Teddy

I have just made the biggest mistake of my life.

Seriously.

Very seriously.

Extremely seriously.

I will never trust anybody else's stupid desicion for me again. No way. And I believe that whatever sign God sends for me was made for me and should be used in my desicion-making.

It's not over. And that's a statement.

That was not a lifetime choice. It's not permanent. It's not the end of my dreams. Because God's got a plan for me, and it's His best: all I want. His idea of the best is way better than I could ever dream of the best for me being. I will never doubt His plan for me ever, ever, ever again.

But I'm not going to waste my time regretting. I know exactlywhy I did that.

There are more blessings in my life than anything else. Actually, there are only blessings in my life.

*Sighs*

I can't even emo-post right. I can't even keep myself emo for two hours.

Well, that's good with me.

And at least I'm not mental because I know why: I've given all my burdens, including my life, to Jesus, because He knows how to work it best! If everyone could just trust the Lord, life would be better. Not perfect, but better. Most people I know fill themselves with so much hate and dislike and crap that they don't need.

Nobody said life was easy. But nobody said we should make it worse.

The biggest mistake of my life...is just another mistake (forgiven).

He Is

I wanna write a love song
Write a love song, for You Lord
Because of everything You mean to me
I wanna sing a lifetime of praises
Up to the heavens and it's because
I've got no right to hide this feeling

He is...the reason I'm forever alive
He is more than my small words can describe

Blessed be the the day that I
Was called back to Your side
And made me realize
You're all that's worth living for Lord
If You could, I can give my life
More than a willing sacrifice
Because You are more...

More than my redeemer
My best friend, my guide, my Holy Father
All I couldn't live without
My way, my truth, my hope and light
My strength, my shelter, faith and life
The only One I wanna keep going on about

He is...all that matters for me
He is the reason I sing...

Blessed be the day that I
Was called back to Your side
And made me realize
You're all that's worth living for Lord
If You could, I could give my life
More than a willing sacrifice
Becasue I'll worship You alone...

And it's okay, no one can stop me with Jesus around
It's okay, doesn't matter what they say
Because...

He is...what keeps me living up to the top for Him
He is...why I'm still alive no matter what they think
He is...how all I know came to be
He is my everything...

Blessed be the day that I
Was called back to Your side
And made me realize
You're all that's worth living for Lord
If You could, I can give my life
More than a willing sacrifice
'Cause You're more than my small words can describe
You're the reason I'm alive

*This song was specially written for the Assunta Rally songwriting competition. And it doesn't matter whether I even get shortlisted for the audition, because it's from my heart, I love it, and that's all I care about. By the way, it's 100% copywrite, but if anybody wants to hear it, just ask me.