Wednesday, September 16, 2009

just a little girl lost in the moment.

Tell me.
What kind of retarded person doesn't want to fight for an extra two percent to get an A on three subjects?
What kind of retarded person thinks she doesn't deserve the A's she got?
What kind of retarded person, upon getting the highest marks in English (and creaming Danush by just one percent) asks Miss Ann to cut marks on what she believes was not such a perfectly awesome essay?
Um, that would be me. A total retard if there ever was one.
My brain is just about as unbalanced as my hair.
21 more days to PMR. 28 more days to freedom.
But I'm not that impatient. I can wait.
Especially if the 3rd training camp is going to clash with the Taekwondo accademy camp.
I did want to post everything I thought about during the math paper two earlier, but...I just can't remember it all. It was too philosophical to keep in my brain. *sighs.* Love is to each man his own.
Mmhmm.
Everyone makes mistakes. It's just too bad that you were one of mine.
Unless you care to prove me wrong.
Have you ever wondered what it takes to make me lose my temper? Sometimes I wonder too.
Because, as a result of being the subject of persistent bullying and annoyance and occasionally under high levels of pressure, I feel extremely immune to being severely pissed off at anything.
I dare you to test this theory.

I have got to refrain from writing so much and start studying something useful.
But regardless of my stunning writing skills, I still don't think I deserve what I got for my essay.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

If you were between pathetic and wise, I couldn't decide.

I. Feel. Very. Uninspired.
Actually, I feel like studying history.
Right after exams.
When I have every right to be enjoying just a little bit of freedom at least.
But it appears that every subject I put so much effort into studying are the ones I get the most mistakes for. Like geography. Science. History. And vice versa. So there's really no point studying them anymore, right?
My brain is just slightly unbalanced. And very, very unpractical, I've come to realize. X)


=)
I still remember like, what, ten years ago when I couldn't get enough of the book? =) And I just wouldn't stop borrowing it from the elementary section of the ICS library. X) The trailer was just too tempting. I have to watch it. =)
Imagine what would happen it rained roti canai or we were caught in a storm of satay. XD Cloudy with a Chance of Nasi Lemak: The Malaysian Twist. XD


And this. =) Before I get too tempted into buying the book. =)

Sometimes, I wonder whether I'll regret posting the things I feel like posting. So I just don't. :)