At least I have someone to teman me in stressing and freaking out. :)
Okay, maybe I feel like killing him or knocking him on the head with a coconut, but still. At least he's doing something since his exams are over.
So unlike mine. What is the point of Moral anyway? It's not like our levels of morality are going to increase after memorizing that bunch of lines. Our stress levels, maybe. It is the only subject I really do not care about getting an A on, besides Civics and Health. Useless nonsense.
I wonder what my emcee partner is up to. I haven't even called him. Maybe tomorrow morning.
And WordPress is not sending me the email they promised on my forgotten password, thereby blocking all possibilities of me accessing the JYM website. Ish.
I haven't packed. No way on earth are Angeline and I ever going to get to KKB on time unless I pray really, really hard instead of concentrating on my Science paper II. In which case I just might as well skip the test.
I feel confused and obviously, overly stressed, noting everything that has been happening in my life for the past...er...day. Which is a lot! Including trying to take six little Panadol tablets, which is not unusual behaviour for me, a Panadol-addict. But my mother thought differently and has decided she doesn't care what I get for this year's exams as long as I don't over-stress (and stop eating so much Panadol).
Like I would allow myself to get anything lower than a B. *shudders*
I promise, I'll try to chill, kay?
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Between bimbos and retarded lobsters.
I had to post again. You see, I was so bored, I actually went blog-surfing. Why? I don't know. From this side of the screen, everything there looks so much better. But it's not. And I should know it.
Almost every blog I went to was stereotyped. Can you believe it? First stereotyped Barbies, now stereotyped blogs. And compared to my life, it's all so different. Which is a good thing, let me tell you, because I am completely satisfied that I am not posting those kind of crappily taken pictures.
Well, at least I'm not the only one who seems to be galaxies away from those kind of lifestyles. I'm finally in contact with Her Royal Highness the Queen of Bees again.
I miss the Munkies larhhh...I shall write a movie script for us. But maybe after the novel. The best thing about writing books is that you don't have a limit, as opposed to movies. I doubt they would screen something over three hours, no matter how fun we make Elmo.
Opening up the Munkie Memory Vault to write a story on us, I realized just how much we created for our little world. The RetardOlympics. Ice Lemon Tea. Happy Tree Friends. Bobo the Cow (no offence, it's just a memory). Recipe 4 Rhythm and the wacky choreography we came up with. King Kong Day. (It's June the 17th.) Emo month. The Retard Tables. The official MU table. Retardo the Prawn. I miss those times. And Miss Leow. I miss her too.
And the silver Mercedes of one of our basketball seniors. And the silver Kembara, which I would watch for on Saturdays, along with the Tomato Mobile. (Miss Tomato, I forbid you to allow your parents to sell the Tomato Mobile!) Can you guys believe I actually got over the air-headed prat? Yes, after practically a year of calling him an air-headed prat, I finally got over him. But life has not been the same since.
I miss the Jury of Gays. And our Supreme Hive Court. And our Royal Highnesses. Oh well. Life moves on. We move on with it. Grudgingly? Willingly. Daulat Krishaku!
Almost every blog I went to was stereotyped. Can you believe it? First stereotyped Barbies, now stereotyped blogs. And compared to my life, it's all so different. Which is a good thing, let me tell you, because I am completely satisfied that I am not posting those kind of crappily taken pictures.
Well, at least I'm not the only one who seems to be galaxies away from those kind of lifestyles. I'm finally in contact with Her Royal Highness the Queen of Bees again.
I miss the Munkies larhhh...I shall write a movie script for us. But maybe after the novel. The best thing about writing books is that you don't have a limit, as opposed to movies. I doubt they would screen something over three hours, no matter how fun we make Elmo.
Opening up the Munkie Memory Vault to write a story on us, I realized just how much we created for our little world. The RetardOlympics. Ice Lemon Tea. Happy Tree Friends. Bobo the Cow (no offence, it's just a memory). Recipe 4 Rhythm and the wacky choreography we came up with. King Kong Day. (It's June the 17th.) Emo month. The Retard Tables. The official MU table. Retardo the Prawn. I miss those times. And Miss Leow. I miss her too.
And the silver Mercedes of one of our basketball seniors. And the silver Kembara, which I would watch for on Saturdays, along with the Tomato Mobile. (Miss Tomato, I forbid you to allow your parents to sell the Tomato Mobile!) Can you guys believe I actually got over the air-headed prat? Yes, after practically a year of calling him an air-headed prat, I finally got over him. But life has not been the same since.
I miss the Jury of Gays. And our Supreme Hive Court. And our Royal Highnesses. Oh well. Life moves on. We move on with it. Grudgingly? Willingly. Daulat Krishaku!
Monday, September 29, 2008
BOOM!
We did it.
We actually did it.
I loved the launching, I loved the Hakka, I loved the Stomp and I loved the Shalala! Boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya.
It was so awesome. We, the SIC Youth Rally '08 team and Stomp guys, made an impact on people. They were even singing the song in the bathroom! Crowds were looking at us, smiling back at US. And to think we practiced and perfected it all in less than a day. The team spirit was so there, through the jump, the freezes, the nine beats, the shouts, the prayers before every launch. GOD WAS WITH US ON THAT ONE.
You guys, I couldn't have done it without you. It wasn't just cooperation. It was the fact that we were a team. And as the leader of it, I wouldn't mind showing off about how great it was, even if I didn't have to. Because you made it so that I would want to. 'Cause I love the '08 team, I love our awesomeness, I love our team spirit, I love our Jesus, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya. =)
The SIC YOUTH RALLY 2008. Come on, you know you want more.
*Video to be uploaded.
We actually did it.
WE DID IT,
WE DID IT,
WE DID IT!!!
And not only did we just do it...
WE ROCKED IT!!! \m/ >.< \m/
I loved the launching, I loved the Hakka, I loved the Stomp and I loved the Shalala! Boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya.
It was so awesome. We, the SIC Youth Rally '08 team and Stomp guys, made an impact on people. They were even singing the song in the bathroom! Crowds were looking at us, smiling back at US. And to think we practiced and perfected it all in less than a day. The team spirit was so there, through the jump, the freezes, the nine beats, the shouts, the prayers before every launch. GOD WAS WITH US ON THAT ONE.
You guys, I couldn't have done it without you. It wasn't just cooperation. It was the fact that we were a team. And as the leader of it, I wouldn't mind showing off about how great it was, even if I didn't have to. Because you made it so that I would want to. 'Cause I love the '08 team, I love our awesomeness, I love our team spirit, I love our Jesus, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya. =)
The SIC YOUTH RALLY 2008. Come on, you know you want more.
*Video to be uploaded.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Here, there and everywhere!
Okay, I have officially given up trying to find out how all the people I know are connected to each others blogs. You know what, I'll just give up trying to figure out how all the people I know are even connected to each other. Complication I don't need in my life.
It's just too bad my fridge does not, and will never, stock enough chocolate for my increasing rate of stress and time management issues. I have a Geo project due next week, Math and more Geo work for tomorrow, the Tae Kwon Do SMKTS closed competition, interhouse netball games and all my brain blasts that I have to fine-tune for the Rally. And all the activities my parents and grandmother come up with. And CF. And basketball, which I haven't been for in months.
It's just too bad my fridge does not, and will never, stock enough chocolate for my increasing rate of stress and time management issues. I have a Geo project due next week, Math and more Geo work for tomorrow, the Tae Kwon Do SMKTS closed competition, interhouse netball games and all my brain blasts that I have to fine-tune for the Rally. And all the activities my parents and grandmother come up with. And CF. And basketball, which I haven't been for in months.
When in stress, go watch Barney and his "Pumpernickel Bread" song.
The weekend approaches. No comment. Except that Happy Tree Friends and Re-Pulse rock! Support Malaysian music, support your friends.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Tagged by Iman :)
Instructions: Just do the tag.
1. What do you want the most now?
To be pitch-perfect.
2. Who is the person you trust most?
God. It's more than just knowing Him, you know.
3. Are you in love?
No, because no one is living up to my standards right now and we're not supposed to be crushing on other team members.
4. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
That everything I dream for my future would happen.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, literally and figuratively.
6. Whats your goal for this year?
To stop being so reserved, because everybody claims I am.
7. Do you believe in eternity?
Duh. Please read John 3:16
8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she want to commit suicide?
I don't think so...no. Because they're still alive.
9. What feelings do you love most?
The hyperness that makes me want to sing the 'Hokey Pokey' song.
10. What are the requirements from your other half?
Allowing me to love them. That's all.
11. What kinds of feelings you hate most?
Embarassment, anger, fear, jealousy, worry.
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Every single one.
13. What do you want to do in the future?
In the near future: start another blog, write, songwrite, sleep and play the guitar.
In the far future: rake in cash while writing, produce a song for the team and write a column for an entertainment magazine.
14. What is the most important thing in your life?
God. He's my everything.
15. What did you feel last night?
Hyperness of the 'Hokey Pokey' song.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My family and friends.
17. When do you think the world will end?
Well, Father Mitchel or Father Michael Raymond once said, 'We may think the end is near, but God might be saying this is only the beginning of the end.' So you see, we'll never really know.
18. The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Run around throwing confetti in the air!
19. What do you think of the person who tagged you?
She's cute and quite hyper.
20. What do you want to know right now?
What I got BM Penulisan exam.
Then, add 6 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! :)
-Rachel Law
-Yun Lynn
-Anne
-Krisha
-Sheng Khai
-Dinesh
1. What do you want the most now?
To be pitch-perfect.
2. Who is the person you trust most?
God. It's more than just knowing Him, you know.
3. Are you in love?
No, because no one is living up to my standards right now and we're not supposed to be crushing on other team members.
4. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
That everything I dream for my future would happen.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, literally and figuratively.
6. Whats your goal for this year?
To stop being so reserved, because everybody claims I am.
7. Do you believe in eternity?
Duh. Please read John 3:16
8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she want to commit suicide?
I don't think so...no. Because they're still alive.
9. What feelings do you love most?
The hyperness that makes me want to sing the 'Hokey Pokey' song.
10. What are the requirements from your other half?
Allowing me to love them. That's all.
11. What kinds of feelings you hate most?
Embarassment, anger, fear, jealousy, worry.
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Every single one.
13. What do you want to do in the future?
In the near future: start another blog, write, songwrite, sleep and play the guitar.
In the far future: rake in cash while writing, produce a song for the team and write a column for an entertainment magazine.
14. What is the most important thing in your life?
God. He's my everything.
15. What did you feel last night?
Hyperness of the 'Hokey Pokey' song.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My family and friends.
17. When do you think the world will end?
Well, Father Mitchel or Father Michael Raymond once said, 'We may think the end is near, but God might be saying this is only the beginning of the end.' So you see, we'll never really know.
18. The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Run around throwing confetti in the air!
19. What do you think of the person who tagged you?
She's cute and quite hyper.
20. What do you want to know right now?
What I got BM Penulisan exam.
Then, add 6 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! :)
-Rachel Law
-Yun Lynn
-Anne
-Krisha
-Sheng Khai
-Dinesh
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Tagged by Rachel Law! :)
Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. If you could be an ice cream, which flavour would you be?
Banana & strawberry with a lot of caramel and chocolate bits.
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Ability to make people think the way I want them to. Wouldn't that be a perfectly happy world? =P
3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
Looks are deceiving and they get pissed off too easily, but I still love them.
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Heaven! But here is pretty good too...
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
A career where I get to change lives everyday.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Does this question have a figurative or literary meaning?
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
The people I love the most and my dreams.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Finish off my fathers debt, counter-sue Antalis for causing this mess, get Daniel Chong out of my life, and give whatever's left of it to charity and the church.
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Love is underestimated. I love a lot of people that don't know I love them, and they don't have to.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Rachel Law: plays the keyboard very well, responsible class monitor of 2A 2008, awesome friend and sister in Christ
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Guys who keep calling me, texting me or bugging me with their stupid questions and asking me to be their girlfriend, like I give a damn about them. These people just piss me off.
13. What is your ambition?
Freelance journalist, professional songwriter, graphic designer, script/screen writer or copywriter. Part time basketball player, Tae Kwon Do trainer and holder of a post in any church ministry. I know I seem too ambitious. :)
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point it out, with constructive (not demeaning) criticism.
15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Jesus. I mean, read my song again if you don't get it already.
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
No, and I will never be, even with all the money in the world. I'd probably just buy more and more notebooks and start a guitar pick collection.
17. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?
Form 2, Science, Chapter 1: the sensitivity of receptors depend on the thickness of the epidermis and number of receptors in the area.
18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
Yeah, pulling out of the songwriting competition! I should have read the 2007 Rally book before I made a choice.
19. Do you always think of someone?
Besides Jesus, who has to be on my mind 24/7, just one other person, who I know I can't get, but whatever.
20. Do you believe that dreams are a past, future, or present reality?
Literally, yes; figuratively, also yes. I dreamt about Nik Syakir 2 years before I even knew who he was. And I believe that all me dreams are acheivable. I wasn't one of the best songwriters for the competition for nothing.
I hereby proceed to tag:
Phei Fern
Dinesh
Krisha
Debbie
Cynthia
Anne
Benji
Jian Min
1. If you could be an ice cream, which flavour would you be?
Banana & strawberry with a lot of caramel and chocolate bits.
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Ability to make people think the way I want them to. Wouldn't that be a perfectly happy world? =P
3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
Looks are deceiving and they get pissed off too easily, but I still love them.
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Heaven! But here is pretty good too...
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
A career where I get to change lives everyday.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Does this question have a figurative or literary meaning?
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
The people I love the most and my dreams.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Finish off my fathers debt, counter-sue Antalis for causing this mess, get Daniel Chong out of my life, and give whatever's left of it to charity and the church.
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Love is underestimated. I love a lot of people that don't know I love them, and they don't have to.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Rachel Law: plays the keyboard very well, responsible class monitor of 2A 2008, awesome friend and sister in Christ
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Guys who keep calling me, texting me or bugging me with their stupid questions and asking me to be their girlfriend, like I give a damn about them. These people just piss me off.
13. What is your ambition?
Freelance journalist, professional songwriter, graphic designer, script/screen writer or copywriter. Part time basketball player, Tae Kwon Do trainer and holder of a post in any church ministry. I know I seem too ambitious. :)
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point it out, with constructive (not demeaning) criticism.
15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Jesus. I mean, read my song again if you don't get it already.
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
No, and I will never be, even with all the money in the world. I'd probably just buy more and more notebooks and start a guitar pick collection.
17. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?
Form 2, Science, Chapter 1: the sensitivity of receptors depend on the thickness of the epidermis and number of receptors in the area.
18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
Yeah, pulling out of the songwriting competition! I should have read the 2007 Rally book before I made a choice.
19. Do you always think of someone?
Besides Jesus, who has to be on my mind 24/7, just one other person, who I know I can't get, but whatever.
20. Do you believe that dreams are a past, future, or present reality?
Literally, yes; figuratively, also yes. I dreamt about Nik Syakir 2 years before I even knew who he was. And I believe that all me dreams are acheivable. I wasn't one of the best songwriters for the competition for nothing.
I hereby proceed to tag:
Phei Fern
Dinesh
Krisha
Debbie
Cynthia
Anne
Benji
Jian Min
Saturday, April 26, 2008
"Hug Me" Teddy
I have just made the biggest mistake of my life.
Seriously.
Very seriously.
Extremely seriously.
I will never trust anybody else's stupid desicion for me again. No way. And I believe that whatever sign God sends for me was made for me and should be used in my desicion-making.
It's not over. And that's a statement.
That was not a lifetime choice. It's not permanent. It's not the end of my dreams. Because God's got a plan for me, and it's His best: all I want. His idea of the best is way better than I could ever dream of the best for me being. I will never doubt His plan for me ever, ever, ever again.
But I'm not going to waste my time regretting. I know exactlywhy I did that.
There are more blessings in my life than anything else. Actually, there are only blessings in my life.
*Sighs*
I can't even emo-post right. I can't even keep myself emo for two hours.
Well, that's good with me.
And at least I'm not mental because I know why: I've given all my burdens, including my life, to Jesus, because He knows how to work it best! If everyone could just trust the Lord, life would be better. Not perfect, but better. Most people I know fill themselves with so much hate and dislike and crap that they don't need.
Nobody said life was easy. But nobody said we should make it worse.
The biggest mistake of my life...is just another mistake (forgiven).
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