Don't tell me it's over now.

Sometimes...possibilities becoming probabilities can really make you appreciate something.
It seems so strange for everything to be over so fast. Yeah, now we finally have time to relax, but somehow, I just don't want to. I feel like getting back on my feet and going full steam ahead all over again.
Because these have been the best "holidays" of my life and it just can't be over. No way. Not now.
But everything has its time and place, and sometimes we just have to move on.
I'm really starting to miss the hype. This past year has been the most amazing year ever, thanks to everyone in SIC's JYM. Words cannot describe, so I won't even bother trying. But it's just been awesome to be a part of something so life-changing and to be used as a plattform for Jesus to take off on. And it always will be.
No matter what happens next year and whatever changes, we'll still remain together in the Spirit, peoples.

Awesome. Now I feel like crying with you guys too. All I need is our theme song recording (Justin...=.=") and the Family Nite video.

So anyways...no, I'm not jealous la. I never will be. I have better things to think about.
So..how on earth did Sue Ann and Seng Fatt become black belts and Bryan rise up to the same level as me?! Un.Be.Lievable.
Can anybody enlighten me on what time school starts next year? Lol.
PMR results are out!!! Omigosh...I think even more freaked than some people who are getting their results. =P Good luck to all post-PMR takers, esp. Vanessa, Darren, Valerie, Angeline and Sheldon. This time next year, I'll be in that position. >.<

Happy New Year, everyone. :)

Birthday tag.

Rules:
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Band conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense.Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. (Did I ever.) Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat.Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often.Treats friends importantly.Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

I tag...10 people who want to do this tag.

Pills.

At least I have someone to teman me in stressing and freaking out. :)
Okay, maybe I feel like killing him or knocking him on the head with a coconut, but still. At least he's doing something since his exams are over.
So unlike mine. What is the point of Moral anyway? It's not like our levels of morality are going to increase after memorizing that bunch of lines. Our stress levels, maybe. It is the only subject I really do not care about getting an A on, besides Civics and Health. Useless nonsense.
I wonder what my emcee partner is up to. I haven't even called him. Maybe tomorrow morning.
And WordPress is not sending me the email they promised on my forgotten password, thereby blocking all possibilities of me accessing the JYM website. Ish.
I haven't packed. No way on earth are Angeline and I ever going to get to KKB on time unless I pray really, really hard instead of concentrating on my Science paper II. In which case I just might as well skip the test.
I feel confused and obviously, overly stressed, noting everything that has been happening in my life for the past...er...day. Which is a lot! Including trying to take six little Panadol tablets, which is not unusual behaviour for me, a Panadol-addict. But my mother thought differently and has decided she doesn't care what I get for this year's exams as long as I don't over-stress (and stop eating so much Panadol).
Like I would allow myself to get anything lower than a B. *shudders*
I promise, I'll try to chill, kay?

Between bimbos and retarded lobsters.

I had to post again. You see, I was so bored, I actually went blog-surfing. Why? I don't know. From this side of the screen, everything there looks so much better. But it's not. And I should know it.
Almost every blog I went to was stereotyped. Can you believe it? First stereotyped Barbies, now stereotyped blogs. And compared to my life, it's all so different. Which is a good thing, let me tell you, because I am completely satisfied that I am not posting those kind of crappily taken pictures.
Well, at least I'm not the only one who seems to be galaxies away from those kind of lifestyles. I'm finally in contact with Her Royal Highness the Queen of Bees again.

I miss the Munkies larhhh...I shall write a movie script for us. But maybe after the novel. The best thing about writing books is that you don't have a limit, as opposed to movies. I doubt they would screen something over three hours, no matter how fun we make Elmo.
Opening up the Munkie Memory Vault to write a story on us, I realized just how much we created for our little world. The RetardOlympics. Ice Lemon Tea. Happy Tree Friends. Bobo the Cow (no offence, it's just a memory). Recipe 4 Rhythm and the wacky choreography we came up with. King Kong Day. (It's June the 17th.) Emo month. The Retard Tables. The official MU table. Retardo the Prawn. I miss those times. And Miss Leow. I miss her too.
And the silver Mercedes of one of our basketball seniors. And the silver Kembara, which I would watch for on Saturdays, along with the Tomato Mobile. (Miss Tomato, I forbid you to allow your parents to sell the Tomato Mobile!) Can you guys believe I actually got over the air-headed prat? Yes, after practically a year of calling him an air-headed prat, I finally got over him. But life has not been the same since.
I miss the Jury of Gays. And our Supreme Hive Court. And our Royal Highnesses. Oh well. Life moves on. We move on with it. Grudgingly? Willingly. Daulat Krishaku!

BOOM!

We did it.
We actually did it.

WE DID IT,

WE DID IT,

WE DID IT!!!

And not only did we just do it...

WE ROCKED IT!!! \m/ >.< \m/

I loved the launching, I loved the Hakka, I loved the Stomp and I loved the Shalala! Boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya.

It was so awesome. We, the SIC Youth Rally '08 team and Stomp guys, made an impact on people. They were even singing the song in the bathroom! Crowds were looking at us, smiling back at US. And to think we practiced and perfected it all in less than a day. The team spirit was so there, through the jump, the freezes, the nine beats, the shouts, the prayers before every launch. GOD WAS WITH US ON THAT ONE.

You guys, I couldn't have done it without you. It wasn't just cooperation. It was the fact that we were a team. And as the leader of it, I wouldn't mind showing off about how great it was, even if I didn't have to. Because you made it so that I would want to. 'Cause I love the '08 team, I love our awesomeness, I love our team spirit, I love our Jesus, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya, boombiyaya. =)

The SIC YOUTH RALLY 2008. Come on, you know you want more.

*Video to be uploaded.

Here, there and everywhere!

Okay, I have officially given up trying to find out how all the people I know are connected to each others blogs. You know what, I'll just give up trying to figure out how all the people I know are even connected to each other. Complication I don't need in my life.

It's just too bad my fridge does not, and will never, stock enough chocolate for my increasing rate of stress and time management issues. I have a Geo project due next week, Math and more Geo work for tomorrow, the Tae Kwon Do SMKTS closed competition, interhouse netball games and all my brain blasts that I have to fine-tune for the Rally. And all the activities my parents and grandmother come up with. And CF. And basketball, which I haven't been for in months.

When in stress, go watch Barney and his "Pumpernickel Bread" song.

The weekend approaches. No comment. Except that Happy Tree Friends and Re-Pulse rock! Support Malaysian music, support your friends.

Tagged by Iman :)

Instructions: Just do the tag.

1. What do you want the most now?
To be pitch-perfect.

2. Who is the person you trust most?
God. It's more than just knowing Him, you know.

3. Are you in love?
No, because no one is living up to my standards right now and we're not supposed to be crushing on other team members.

4. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
That everything I dream for my future would happen.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, literally and figuratively.

6. Whats your goal for this year?
To stop being so reserved, because everybody claims I am.

7. Do you believe in eternity?
Duh. Please read John 3:16

8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she want to commit suicide?
I don't think so...no. Because they're still alive.

9. What feelings do you love most?
The hyperness that makes me want to sing the 'Hokey Pokey' song.

10. What are the requirements from your other half?
Allowing me to love them. That's all.

11. What kinds of feelings you hate most?
Embarassment, anger, fear, jealousy, worry.

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Every single one.

13. What do you want to do in the future?
In the near future: start another blog, write, songwrite, sleep and play the guitar.
In the far future: rake in cash while writing, produce a song for the team and write a column for an entertainment magazine.

14. What is the most important thing in your life?
God. He's my everything.

15. What did you feel last night?
Hyperness of the 'Hokey Pokey' song.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My family and friends.

17. When do you think the world will end?
Well, Father Mitchel or Father Michael Raymond once said, 'We may think the end is near, but God might be saying this is only the beginning of the end.' So you see, we'll never really know.

18. The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Run around throwing confetti in the air!

19. What do you think of the person who tagged you?
She's cute and quite hyper.

20. What do you want to know right now?
What I got BM Penulisan exam.

Then, add 6 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! :)
-Rachel Law
-Yun Lynn
-Anne
-Krisha
-Sheng Khai
-Dinesh